Talk To Me

Dolu (@MsDuro) and Ife (verbalreasoning) depict a depressed soul and her comforter. I found this relevant at this time.
My heart is heavy
My spirit is down cast
Death brings so much pain, but it is an option
If the quest for happiness and joy is a mirage
Just a thought filled with so much hurt and heartache
Then why live?
The world that exists in my head
Is the only world worth living in…
No one wants to search your soul
They just want to judge you
Sentence you to a life of misery
To make themselves happy
But in the long run
We all end up broken
From our quest to be supreme solely…
We are all one-man armies
fighting to champion our own cause
building anarchy in our quest
destroying the balance that comes with peace
So many questions we ask
Trying to find the truth
Trying to reason
Trying to remain sane
But nothing is the answer
nothing at all

I sometimes wish I could die..
Now is one of those times
But I’ll sleep and push all this heart ache and pain away
Lock them up in that room of my mind I never visit
And awake to a new day filled wit hope and smiles
But that room is getting filled to capacity
And is beginning to weigh me down
I can barely move
To remain still is my only option
To remain lifeless is my best bet
to soar into the heavenlies is fulfillment….

Go on
Write on me
I’ll be your blank page
I’ll bear the tattoos of your pain..
inscribe on me your permanent marks
I’ll carry the stigma of the scars which should have been inflicted on yourself
Scribble on me with sharp desire

What are desires?
With every sharp desire scribbled comes pain
One minute pleasure, one minute pain

Go on
Fill me to the brim
Strangle me with these words

Strangle me you say… Strangle me with these words…
What then shall I do with your lifeless body
It shall only make my love wax cold
I should fill you to the brim…
What if when filled it becomes a volcano and we both burn to death? Leaving destruction in our wake
What then…

At least you’d be free of all the pain that haunts you
You’d be rid of its hard and cold hands
stare it in the face with arms akimbo saying “Yeah… Whatchu go’ do now huh?”

“Oh death where is thy sting?
Where, O Grave thy power?”
Love has conquered you
And with love comes freedom…

Yes. With love comes freedom..
smiles that are actually represented by happiness you find within the love
Deep down..your world is lit up when you find this love
There’s an end to the dark feeling

Hearts become lit
They shine brighter than the sun
Singing melodies more subtle than a symphony
Soothing like cool breeze
Swaying happy feet from side to side
While bodies merged together
Find the desire they search for

Dancing to the music the happiness has played out
Crashing into each others arms
not holding back anything
Because it has been experienced on two sides
the pain..getting closed up by company
filling up that crater
Hearts melting..breaths passing, longing and tiring sighs

Surrounded by nature….

Surrounded by nature
everything not created by man
the strong smell of the rose bush overshadowing the thorns which it also possesses

Being watched by the moon
Performing for crickets, as they cheer us on with their sound
Bodies dripping
Hands tracing the intricate outline of each other’s framework
Lips searching the depths of our buccal cavity
While linked to the soul
Hearts beating as they were running the marathon
As the luscious grass beckons our bodies to lay for the night

And then I lay you down gently and tuck you in on the lawn
explore the twists and turns on your body frame
get lost in its awesomeness
lower lip to upper lip
touching like deep sermons
hot as brimstone but not burning
hands unsteady for excitement has them darting all over your body
hands that feel like tentacles wrapping all around
for you are a gift
therefore you are present here

My body quavers at your touch
Each touch mesmerizes me and leaves me wanting more
I try to resist as I replay past pleasures which led to hurt
But being in your arms, melts the thought away
So I give myself to you
All of me, holding back nothing
Come into me and take me to heights only the gods have attained
For you have become my warrior, my knight, my hero
Cause you alone has conquered my love
Take me as your trophy

I don’t deserve a jewel such as you
the greatest miners couldn’t possibly create you
to lay my hands on you is an abomination I’m willing to get mixed up with
You’re more than a trophy
You’re a fulfillment
I’m nothing but a mere man which has been blessed from above by your beautiful heart
touching you is only the representation of the abstract love we share
I’m trying to feel literally..and make it equivalent to the figurative feelings I have for you
I am only your hero when your love is in my heart as the ultimate weapon

Not only have you satisfied me
But you have won me over with your words
I shall wear your love
Like gold
Walking round the city beaming its reflection at day
Lighting the path at night
And as I lay in your arms and close my eyes for the night
I pray to awaken in your embrace
I pray that you become a permanent figure in my lifes painting
And when the stormy seas billow
Together we shall overcome
Arm in arm
Side by side
One for all
All for one
You are my diamond
Sparkling in all its beauty

I’ll be there to make it calm like still waters
peace would overshadow you
love would be the only flood never to be made shall forever be raging
I’ll have you within my grasp and never let you go like you’re the only thing linking me to my chances of living
bring you sunshine at midnight
my smiles would take away your darkness
my voice ringing in your head, dialing up your love
making you pick up and hear my heart speak to you
giving you the world which you can only imagine
enchanting, mind-capturing, soothing
I’ll provide you with that eternal bliss
I have built my heart for you
live inside of it and never lack emotional shelter

Now sleep my love
Lay in my bosom and rest
There’s no need to dream
For we have started living out our dreams
Building our fairy tale world
This night being the beginning
I pray days would not run by
Years slip by so fast like a second
So I can shower you with all my heart can muster
While I take permanent residence in yours
We shall awaken to a brighter tomorrow
Because our hearts have become our sunshine
But for now, sleep my love
Sleep in my bosom

No I’d rather wrap you up in my love
rap you a love song
I’d go against the greatest law enforcers for you
I’d stand at the front lines of a world war for you
your love keeping me from death..healing me as it heals you
Taking me to a place so bright I squint within the vicinity
we shall go to bed peacefully now darling
and wake up to intense love

Seal my lips for the night with a kiss
For in you my dream lies
Now sleep my love
For the task ahead is not for the faint hearted
It’s spartacus at its best


I love to learn. I love to teach. For me the two are the same.


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